okay so im not sure where to begin. this past week has been really horrible. i found out friday that my dad left my mom the saturday before and nobody tought that i should know. my older sister and i have been talking alot lately so i guess that is the only thing thats good that can come from this. but if my father really goes thru with this our lawyer told us we are going to take him to the bank. so as far as i care he can sit in a box on the side of the road. i know that its a horrible thing to say but he told me that he's been unhappy for like 10-15 years. which is so weird cuz 6 yrs ago when my dads parents got divorced he swore to us that we would never have to go thru this. i'm really worried that all this will be such a trigger for me. i don't handle loosing control of my life well. thats why i started this stuff to control something in my life. i just don't know what is going to happen. roy (my dad) was supposed to call my mom to meet for lunch or something today but he didn't so i'm guessing that not calling is his way of telling her that he is done. i feel broken. i have to go to class...i'll try and write more later. i missed you girls. hugs and kisses